recently I came to realise a lot about myself, that I was still holding onto the hurt and pain and other feelings from my first love. That I hadn't quite recovered from that.
I've made a few changes in my life and believe it's the first steps into a whole new world for me.
These are things that don't come easy and admitting them to myself was the hardest thing to do. I know who I am inside, I know what I am and screw the world if they don't like it. Judge not lest ye be judged.
I'm going back to how I was when I first started on the rock/metal scence. That's the person I am inside. Safe and secure in who I am, what I am. It's kind of scary to do that and I hope that there's a specail someone to hold my hand when I get there. If not well I'll still be able to hold my head up high and be proud of myself and the steps I've taken in this journey so far. There is perhaps one or two more I have yet to take but that's more a matter of money than anything else. But beware.. Face is back and bold.
lock up daughters.. the beast is loose